Rusty

 

 

 Rusted, Rusted-Bucket, Roo, Roo-bear, Rooster, dingo-dog, Tramp

Yuki Bear Tinkerbell L.S. Sugar Cracker Rusty Pet Home
Faust Scampi Rascal Merlin Arthur Kitt Sally Main

        Rusty came into my life in the summer of '89. We were still on Okinawa.  He usually followed our current dog, Sally, around whenever we went for walks, but he'd never let any of us get closer than 10 feet.  One day after a month or so of that, he finally decided to meet with Sally in our back yard. Unfortunately (fortunately??) he couldn't figure out how to get back out.  So we decided to see if we could win this rust-colored  tramp over.

It was a long, and hard task, as we soon learned.  At first, he wouldn't  come into the house, much less let any of us touch him.  So, my mother and I sat out on the back yard porch with some fried chicken, or other canine delicacy. We tossed pieces to him, gradually bringing him closer and closer. Finally, after several days of this, he  started to take it out of our hands. Then, he started to let us pet him, if we were sitting down. At that point, he started coming inside.. at least at night. After we carried on like this for about a month, he started playing with me, and playing tuggie, and wrestling with Sally (after she established that SHE was the boss). He still wouldn't let my Father (or any other male) get near him, but  he and I were inseparable.  My dad got tired of him running from him all the time, and only letting him pet him when he was sitting on the floor.  So one day when Rusty tried to run from him, he reached out and grabbed him by the scruff, and picked him up (Rusty was no more than skin an bones).  Rusty FREAKED OUT!! He struggled and cried, for a good 5 minutes. By the time he stopped struggling my dad was sitting down and just talking to him. No matter how horrible it looked, it had the desired effect, he didn't run from my dad anymore, in fact, rusty would even let my dad pet while he was standing.

We took him to the vet, and he was diagnosed with Heartworms, and severe Malnutrition. So they put a shunt in his foreleg, and we had to take him to the vet daily so they could give him a dose of arsenic (small enough to kill the worms, and supposedly not affect him).  Several months later, there was no trace of the heartworms, and he had gained some weight, and was a little less shy.  We had decided that his life, before he came to us, was full of abuse, and general cruelness.  We got rid of most of the traces of such harshness, and he turned out to be my best friend. Though there was always one thing we could never break him of, and that was Running.  He took any chance he could to run, sometimes, he'd be gone for over 6 hours, before he'd come loping back, like nothing happened.  We could never catch him, he'd run, and was an expert at hiding.

We brought him and Sally back to the states with us in the fall of '91. As always, he and I were inseparable.  We'd walk everyday, and he was the first to comfort me if anything happened. He was always there to listen to me, with a curious cock to his head and a thoughtful expression.

My parents had a cockatiel named Chris, who decided to bond with Rusty.  When he was out of his cage (which was most of the time) he'd follow Rust around, and sing to him, it got to the point where he was able to take food out of Rust's mouth!  He'd sit on the edge of Rust's food dish, and sing to him while he ate.  It was absolutely priceless!!

In the Summer of '97, I had just graduated from High School.  He started to get a little listless.... We took him to the vet, and he couldn't see anything wrong, so he gave him some medicine to perk him up, and increase his appetite. It worked for a little while, but soon he started to lose weight.  It wasn't long until he was too weak to stand. It happened so fast we could barely react.  We rushed him to the Pet Emergency Hospital, and they put him on an IV, and stabilized him.  The next morning we took him to the Vet, and he told us to go and get an Ultrasound done.  The ultrasound was rather grim.  It showed a huge tumor that covered his spleen and most of his liver. Rust's Doctor  said he could operate but it was a pretty slim chance of recovery.  We decided to go for it... a slim chance was better than none.  We took him home that night and  I couldn't leave him at all, I just sat with him and cried. Because I knew he wasn't going to make it, though I prayed he would.  The next morning, he went in for his operation, and it was all over by 11.  We got a call from the vet saying that rusty didn't make it.  They managed to remove the spleen, but there was too much damage done to the liver, and they lost him. My heart was broken.  After we got off the phone, I sat for several stunned minutes, and then cried my heart out.

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THE LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT OF AN EXTREMELY DISTINGUISHED DOG I, RUSTY, because of the burden of my illness upon me, realize the end of my life is near so I hereby bury my last will and testament in the mind of my Mistress. She will not know it is there until after I am dead. Remembering me in her loneliness, she will suddenly know of this testament. I ask her, then, to inscribe it as a memorial to me.

I have little in the way of material things to leave. Dogs are wiser than men. They do not set great store upon material things. They do not waste their days hoarding property. They do not ruin their sleep worrying about how to keep the objects they have and how to obtain the objects they have not. There is nothing of value I have to bequeath except my love and faith. These I leave to all those who loved me. To my Mistress, Emmi, who I know will mourn me the most; to my companions and friends.., ahh, but if I should list all who have loved me, I should force my Mistress to write a book! Perhaps it is vain of me to boast when I am so near death, which returns all beasts and vanities to dust, but I have always been an exceptional dog.

I ask my Mistress to remember me, always, but not to grieve for me too long. In my life I have tried to be a comfort to her in time of sorrow and an added joy to her in life's happiness. It is painful for me to think that even in death I shall cause her pain. Let her remember that, while no dog ever had a happier life, I have now grown ill and pained. I should not want my pride to sink to bewildered humiliation. It is time for me to say "Good-Bye." It will be a sorrow to leave her, but not a sorrow to die. Dogs do not fear death as men do. We accept it as part of life, not as something alien and terrible that destroys life.

What will become of me after death? I would like to believe I will be in a place where one is always young. Where I will some day be joined by companions I've known in life. Where I will romp in lovely fields with those who have gone before me. Where every hour is mealtime. Where in long evenings there are fireplaces with logs forever burning and one curls oneself up and remembers the brave old days on earth and the love of one's Mistress. This is much to expect, but peace, at least, is certain...and a long rest for these weakened limbs...and eternal sleep, which is, perhaps, the best.

One last request I earnestly make. I ask her, for the love of me, to have another. It would be a poor tribute to my memory never to have another dog. I would like to feel that once having known me, she cannot live without a dog! I have always held that most dogs are good. Some dogs are better than others - like me - and so I suggest another dog as my successor. He can hardly be as well bred or as mannered or as distinguished and handsome, but my Mistress must not ask the impossible. He will do his best, I'm sure, and even in his inevitable defects he will help to keep my memory alive. To him I bequeath my collar and leash. I leave him my place in the car, which I loved so much, and wish for him long rides with open windows.

One last farewell, Dear Mistress. Whenever you think of me, say to yourself with regret but also with happiness in your heart at the remembrance of my happy life with you: "He is the one who loved me and whom I loved." No matter how deep my sleep I shall hear you and not all the power of death can keep my spirit from wagging a grateful tail.

My Golden Eyed Tramp

 

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